The following Letter was written long time back. Atleast I believe, this is what each and everyone of us would wish to be or would like to share….
Nothing is more tiring in life than having to constantly explain yourself. So, what does it means ? It means, in today’s world of betrayal, no one is going to speak for you; neither your friend nor your degree, unless you are at the giving end. So, you have to speak for yourself, specially when it comes to relationship.
It may sound like an act of conceit. Nevermind, i’ll move on.
Im looking for a relationship where I can enjoy the freedom of trust, where I do not have to explain everything about me. I have my strengths, weakness and shortcomings, where my lesser side will not be provoked and instigated constantly. I want you to always relate to my better side, so my positiveness will always be brought to the surface. Where my today is not seen with the mistakes I made yesterday.
As human, I am bound to err occassionally, every now and then. I want some one who would not maintain a database of my mistakes. Yesterday’s fight does not intrude into today’s intimacy, where yesterday’s argument does not halt today’s communication… where yesterday was over yesterday.
It is not me who has to take the initiative steps all the time. I need a relationship where I can afford to be transparent and do not have to alter my likes and dislikes, in order to gain and retain the relationship. Where I can feel completely myself even more than I’m with my ownself. A relationship in which my heart always feels just born.
On my part till you become happy, I will create enough happy moments for you. My love during those moments can be absolutely unconditional, motiveless….
I can give myself completely to you. I could go down in my knees in gratitude for there cannot be a greater gift from life.
Lets love some one, so completely that we make Ourself worthy of being someone`s greatest gift.